Moving On: 8 Months Contented and Happy

"HE SOMETIMES STOPS THE STORM" When he sees that it will just ruin you and sometimes HE calms the storm to keep you safe. He asked me to spend time with HIM and I did. I discovered a lot and many realizations dawned on me.

Its been 8 months since the last confusion and battle happened. But here I am happy and contented about my decision with the help of God. It is a matter of spending time with HIM. Currently I am busy spending my life with myself and improving myself. Training myself by God’s grace for the next phase of my life. I haven’t met my mister perfect in the eyes of God. To be honest I am never looking for a “just companion” . I know it will be hard for my next companion to have me. I believed that if someone is meant to be in my life there will be no confusion and doubt in me. I am still standing alone by the grace and help of Jesus Christ. All I know that I am not expecting anymore. It will be in Jesus timetable not in anyone’s time. And its been one month since I left my job and step again on bravery and faith. God needs my attention. because my faith before was unstable and I forgot to spend time with him.No quiet time and more on myself. I used that one month to search for myself and use that time to charge. I loose myself in those days I was busy. Now I am back and ready to face another season.
I just like to thank the people who covered me in this season with prayers and I want to thank God for this season that HE TOOK IT AWAY.... TO GET MY ATTENTION :) I GAINED MYSELF , NO AHT OR PROVING MYSELF CAN OFFER ..... God took away the fears and doubt. I Left everything but I gained something happier, contented that I have a constant companion, I am well rested and prepared.