A little bit of hope and a little bit of you,

Since sleep have not step up.I caught myself today thinking of you. i wrote a message saying that I miss you and hoping that it would change your mind. Was it pride that you choose to move on or was it the part that you never have the intention of loving me? i hope that someday and somehow I would be at peace. The actions that you made that seem like a wall between us. Also those moments of getting to know each other seem a little bit of importance to you.  The wall that you put between us, is the wall I have to understand and to hope that someday. You will give me pardon or appeal to all the misunderstandings that we had.  I have not met anyone better and sincere like someone like you. The wall between us thought me to mature and to be careful again on relationships. I know I made the mistake of being prideful of just giving up.  But i still think of you in bits and in moments that someone cared for me like you do. For now I may not have the answers about why you distance yourself. how many sorry letters do I have to write? how many hopeful moments do I have to undergo to make everything between us to be fix and how many shows would I remember you that my thoughts automatically think of you.  I know this words will not be recognize in this moment. but I will not give up at the thought of maybe one day. One day... you will talk to me. you still matter to me...