And then he came and calmed everything

It started as a simple conversation and a simple video phone call between you and me. I told myself that I will seek peace that love brings. I want to apologized a thousand times to you and start over. I admit I am came across to you as rude and frank. But you wrote a response that break away the bad way I treated you, at least you showed patience that I have never seen in other men.

I really do not know how my feelings started is it the way how you treated me despite our distance although we only communicated a few precious times. Talking with you became an anticipated thing for me. There is something in your voice that makes me happy, hopeful and looking forward to spending time with you although just a few hours or minutes that mean so much to me. 

Whenever I loose hope at things that I have difficulty in discussing. You always point me to what or where the will of God guides. I am also surprised when you expressed your concern on who will take care of me? when I get old? The truth is I really do not know my future. 

I am tired in sitting on the dating market and would like to retire soon. Do not worry too much as this statement does not mean I am in such a hurry. But I am still hoping to get married to the man, that God told me about in my quiet time. I am looking forward to that day where confusion is revealed.  

Everyday and a moment with you is what I look forward too. Hopeful that you will always sit at my starless night. Talk and be beside me. 

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*** Thoughts and Writings*** not pressuring anyone or you...