When Somebody leaves God Replaces

I do not let my emotions be scattered on social media this days and I am good at concealing it until I can. I choose to share some friends with tight lips and good advice. Friends that agrees on my steps when it comes leaving a relationship and never look back. I thought this man whom I met online would be my biggest finally. During the pandemic this man was someone I talk to about faith and the bible. But it was a hard ice to break whenever we talk. I wanted so much of him that he just fills less on my need. With him feeling entitled to everything to forcing me to visit him without any help on his end. I gave up. The problem always boils down to not coming up with a concrete solution. I always say that the best relationship start while talking and finally saving up for my travel in argentina. But to my dissapointment instead of him and me making plans. He stared to find another options or perhaps forget that I ever existed. To the worse solution that he decided that all talk is useless. 

Heartbroken and hurt, I prayed to God and told him my desires and I hope I can meet someone that would be fine with taking, someone who is nice and knows mercy and love and someone who I can talk. Or God's best because I am really tired of being the one who holds the relationship. I know O walked away wothout a word or letter to the old one. But I know it is for the best. Praying to God really helps to see my value and actions on my situation. 

I met a man thru online and he was very friendly. We have the same faith and belief and agree on theology and also there are things we laugh and we are just sweet to each other. Its too early to say for things to immediately evolved but I found myself praying for this man and talking to God.

People see me quiet on social media and life. But deep inside I hurt but still hopeful that one day this season seems imposible to predict and see the finish line. But as they say God knows when to replace and when to put. I will not hide but i am entering a new season again. But im glad and happy I met this man with a beautiful heart, who finds time to talk to me who is open and especially receiprocates the things I do or ask from him. Whenever someone leaves me and goes away, I do not loose hope. Nice people deserve and will find someone who deserves them. 

Prayer: 

Our Father: 

Lord thank you for guiding me and giving me provisión for a new job and work. Thank you for holding me especially my heart to not revenge although at times I stalk, still your love and knowledge to seek you instead of the person made me strong. Thank you Lord for answering my prayer for a man like him. Thank you that you hold me and in the process of moving on and forgetting everything. Thank you Lord for making my mind focus on you not on what I lack on this season. Lord I trust you and what you will do in my life as your will. Amen