Ignorance of the whole bible lead me to fall on Witchcraft and My scary experience

It has been a year since I experience, restless nights and disturbed morning. I will never forget the November lockdown while I was studying for witchcraft. Yes I was involved in witchcraft. The lockdown provoked me to pull my book and cards on tarot reading and studying each tarot cards. I am liked one of those girls who believed in new age. Yes I own original tarot cards before. I almost paid every expensive book just to learn on my own. The reason behind why I wanted to learn to read the tarot is to get ahead and manipulate my future and most of all , to use it as a profit for easy money. And o see it as a skill.  And in a matter of time I did learn each tarot cards, spreads and rituals. As I learn this during lockdown . I was "feeling the vibe of a witch" I also taught that I was cool and I felt that I was in control as I read and played with my tarot cards. During that time, I was feeling proud and un bothered. I feel very powerful that I feel contented. Not until one night something just feel very scary. I felt unprotected,scared, and I cannot sleep at night. I feel someone was watching me and I feel someone was watching at the end of the bed. Going back to my tarot cards I would usually read at night and would talk on it. I did not have proper training nor crystals to guard it. We only have support groups.Our support groups don't worship Jesus. I can see that they have altars with satan idols on it and other God's , some crystal altars depending on which God you get your powers is , I usually would read stories that they would say " something is very bothering them" for me it is not bothersome or scary. I feel very brave during that time. But little did I know I would loose the only bravery I have till I experience night noises, rustling of the leaves, every noise on the street I was beginning to be very sensitive. It was said that during studying my tarot cards you become sensitive even those unseen spirits can access you. The scary part was, I was really scared when an atmosphere entered my room and from them on. I became restless , unable to sleep, when it is night I wanted to be day. I cannot nap during siesta hour because when I fall asleep I would hear a noise as if somebody is stoping me to get a full rest.  Rustling leaves at night has a different story.

When fear was getting the best over  me I opened to my girlfriends as well as Cristian friends what was happening. I was instructed by one of the Cristian pastors to eliminate witchcrafts stuff I have an burn them. All I did with my cards was tore each cards. The tarot books and stuff that had my highlight was torn till it's pieces is on one bag.  All of the items was in one plastic and on one place. 

I thought my life would be at peace not until one night, at the middle night. I could not sleep. I was holding my bible and fighting fear I was feeling. I felt that someone was on my window standing and matching left and right. I can hear the foot steps like someone was trying to communicate with me.  

While I was trying to run away from witchcraft I always read the bible verse psalm 121 this comforted me during the days that fear would bother me. And run away from witchcraft is not that easy as I can see the graphics of each card as I close my eyes.

Witchcraft is the playground of the devil and each cards that I studied took too long to get out of my system. I would try to pray yet the devil card would show in my mind. Which is very scary.  When I turned away from witchcraft and asked sorry and forgiveness  from God.

It only took one month for me to recover from the dark nightmare and experience that I encountered. I no longer get scared and peace was restored. I can sleep at night and day. I no longer feel each noise while sleeping.

 

" One day I was scared to death that even my small heart cannot handle it, with cries and knees on the floor. I exchange fear for God's peace.  And God heard me and the rest was back to normal.

Ps.. Ignorance of the whole bible and law of God was the reason I was troubled before.  When everything was settled, I told myself that I would never bow down to new age ideas nor watch horror movies 

This is my experience, believe it or not. May God guide us everyday.... 

Editors Note : yes I was a Cristian before the lockdown. But to be honest I was still believing on new age. I guess nobody is perfect unless you experience something that would change you. I am also not perfect. It was late of the year since I read the whole bible cover to cover and vowed myself to be a student and geek of the word.

 

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