Every 30 something women have a different goals in life. Women decided to get married and some are just career women. As a woman I have been a victim of life choices. Some women are handed comfort and freedom to choose their own lives. While some women are destined in a different path. A path were some women dared and bravely choose. Their CAREER life instead.
I am one of those women who is destined to take a different life plan. A plan in which I have no choice but to follow. Two years has been a struggle for me, only this year 2013.I had the most painful life lessons. Pain as they say can change a person. Well its been 4 months already and I know I have fragments of anger towards some people. But I woke up one day.
I realized its not worth it. To spend my entire life being sad at the adversity that I am going thru. Soon I received numerous blessings. Travel plans, more work opportunities and till I manage my finances. But sacrifices must be made. I left my friends in order to fix my life. I feel that every time I see them. We don't talk about solutions. It made me less of a person. I avoided them in order to hear my own voice and my own worth.
Don't get me wrong about leaving them. I truly believed that leaving them for awhile and looking for solutions for myself was the best decision I have made.
As of now I am doing my work at my work place and spending my time with my family. I have finished my assestment for my toefl. And I did pretty well. More practice and perseverance. And financial blessings keeps on pouring my way and another travel is waiting for 2014
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